I love you so much. I wanted to let you know. Not all of us are blood, but you are my sister.
Through many trials and self examination, and letting God speak to me, I have a burden to share what God has shared with me.
Listen, God has an awesome plan for you and you don't need to live angry and in fear any more.
When was the last time you listened to what God was telling you to do and then you did it?
It is true, Jesus does love you
In James, He says we are blessed when we "do it". Sure it's easier just to keep being who we've been, but there is no peace in living that way, no lasting joy, no love.
My beloved, it is time to go God with an honest heart and let Him take over. Start over. It can be done, I know, I have lived it.
A double minded man is unstable in all his ways.
Let the brother of low degree rejoice in that he is exalted:
But the rich, in that he is made low: because as the flower of the grass he shall pass away.
For the sun is no sooner risen with a burning heat, but it withereth the grass, and the flower thereof falleth, and the grace of the fashion of it perisheth: so also shall the rich man fade away in his ways.
Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him.
Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man:
But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed.
Then when lust hath conceived, it bringeth forth sin: and sin, when it is finished, bringeth forth death.
Do not err, my beloved brethren.
Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights, with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.