Dear Mean Girl,
What do you think is at the heart of your meanness? Maybe fear?
I understand. More than that, God understands and He wants to heal your heart and help you learn to trust Him in all those hard places.
But, you must spend time with Him.....Maybe you already knew that, it doesn't change the fact that, that is exactly what you need.....
Curl up on God's lap and let Him heal you.